Feb 24, 2011 - Another Delay on Jayden's Rememberance Video...

(From Grandma's FB Page)

Video is close to done but had an 11th hour message from someone that needs to be in it, so will hold on the final edits for a few hours to give them time to get material to me. Won't be too long...

Feb 22, 2011 - Jayden's First Video Hit 300 views!

(From Grandma's Facebook Page)

So proud of how many people have heard about CDH that never knew about it before. 

The second video is still in the works (I need a way to make more hours in the day!) but will be done this week somehow or another! 

We are proud of you little angel Jayden! 

Jayden's CDH Story 2/19/10 - 3/14/10

Feb 20, 2011 - Jayden please be with mommy today...

From Mommy's FB Page...

Going to grandma's 4 a party. 
I hope I do OK with the new baby that's going to be there. 
Jayden please be with mommy today.

Feb 19, 2011 - Happy 1st Heavenly Birthday Jayden from Mommy & Grandma

(From Mommy's FB Page)

Just celebrated Jay's birthday at the cemetery with my mom. It was perfect! I LOVE AND MISS YOU MY BABY!

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(From Grandma's FB Page)

One year ago today I became Grandma to one of the 3 most beautiful grandchildren in the whole wide world. You will forever be with us Jayden. Grandma misses you!!!! ♥♥♥

Feb 13, 2011 - A Song for our Angels...

(From Mommy's Facebook Page)

Lyrics from a song I truly feel our angels think as they fly into Heaven.
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Wings to Fly

Want to spread my wings and fly
Away into the sky
How I dream to be so free
No more sadness no more pain
No more anger no more hate
How I dream to have those wings and fly into the sky

If now, I could grant my wish
I'd wish to have those wings
Those wings just like the birds
That fly up in the air

So high up in the air
With feathers bright and fair
No wealth nor power can make
My heart filled with such joy

Want to spread my wings and fly
Away into the sky
How I dream to be so free
No more sadness no more pain
No more anger no more hate
How I dream to have those wings and fly into the sky
The skyyyy

Want to spread my wings and fly
Away into the sky
How I dream to be so free
No more sadness no more pain
No more anger no more hate
How I dream to have those wings and fly into the sky
The skyyyyy...

Feb 12, 2011 - Upcoming Valentine's Day...

(From Mommy's Facebook Page)

This Valentine's day is going to suck since Jay passed on the 14th 
EVERY Valentine's day will be a double edge sword.

A time of that being the month before his angelversary need I say more?

Mom and I are going up tomorrow to put up lots of Valentine's day stuff and then I return ON Valentine's day to mark his 11 month Angelversary.

Then the 19th is his 1st Birthday...

Man this month is HARD.

Feb 11, 2011 - Headstone Paid For!!

(From Mommy's Facebook Page)

I got my son's headstone paid for today. 

They said it should be done by his one year angelversary on March 14th.

Please pray it is done on time and comes out just right as I have waited SO LONG and worked SO hard just to get it done this soon and make it look perfect for him. 

Soon my Lil' Man ALL will know you're there!

Feb 4 , 2011 - Close to Finally Getting Jayden's Headstone!

(From Grandma's FB Page)

Jayden's proof for his headstone came in yesterday. 

Alicia it said it looks perfect! {smile & tears} 

Tax refund should be in next week & we can get it on order. 

Hopefully it will be here by his Angelversary next month...

Feb 2, 2011 - Flashback...

(From Grandma's FB Page)

The drive into Portland tonight brought flashbacks to a year ago & those many trips driving in after dark going to the hospital when Alicia was having false & premature labor with Jayden... 

Fellow CDH Cherubs Lost in January 2011

Please keep the families of these Cherubs in your prayers...

♥ Micah ♥ Lahmani ♥ Bryce ♥ Chloe ♥ Emmi ♥ Landon ♥ Aaiden ♥

Jan 20, 2011 - Only 11 Days to Vote!

(From Grandma's FB Page)

There are only 11 days to vote in the Pepsi Refresh project to help Cherubs. Do it for newborn Cherubs in the hospital, Max, Hollis, Fionnegan, Breanne, Douglas and Ramsey. For Aaiden, due today! For James, back in the hospital. For the families of Landon and Emmi, laid to rest this week.

 

 

 

Jan 19, 2011 - 11 Months Since Jayden Was Born

(From Mommy's Facebook Page)

I don't think I really need to say anything here.
R.I.P. my son I LOVE AND MISS YOU!

 

 

 

Jan 17, 2011 - Tough day at work...

(From Grandma's FB Page)

Tough day at work.

Work itself was good but someone brought a baby to work at lunch time. 

Suddenly I wasn't very hungry & the lunchroom was the LAST place I wanted to be...

Jan 15, 2011 - Note to self...

(From FB Grandma's Page)

The good thing about visiting the cemetery in pounding rain is that it hides your tears!

Grandma loves you Jayden!!!! ♥♥♥

(Note to self. Going to be outside in the rain for a while? Wear the coat with a hood!)

Jan 14, 2011 - Getting ready to go see my Lil' Man.

(From Mommy's Facebook page)

Getting ready to go see my Lil' Man. 10 months ago today I held my son as he died in my arms. I can't believe next month is his 1st birthday. 

HE SHOULD BE HERE FOR THAT!!!!!! 

HE SHOULD NOT BE DEAD!!!!!!!

Jan 14, 2011 - 10 months ago I watched as my precious grandson went to Heaven...

(From Grandma's Facebook Page)

10 months ago I watched as my precious grandson went to Heaven....

PLEASE honor his memory by voting to save others from the terrible pain our family went through. Vote for kids in Pepsi Refresh!!

(For those new to my friends list or who missed it before especially since Facebook changed all the profile pages, you can see Jayden's memorial video at:   

(NOT recommended for grieving families)

We ask that you do 2 things...
(1) Get Kleenex before watching
(2) Hug your kids or important kids in your life & tell them you love them after!

If you watch it & STILL CAN'T bring yourself to vote to help CHERUBS & these other worthy charities then I don't know what else to say!)

Jan 14, 2011 - Getting ready to go see my Lil' Man...

(From Mommy's FB page)

Getting ready to go see my Lil' Man.
10 months ago today I held my son as he died in my arms.
I can't believe next month is his 1st birthday.

HE SHOULD BE HERE FOR THAT!!!!!!

HE SHOULD NOT BE DEAD!!!!!!!

Jan 12, 2011 - I voted? Did You?

(From Mommy's Facebook Page)

I voted for ALL 5 for CDH today. Did you? 

 

I will never stop voting for any of them just like my baby never stopped fighting to live. 

 

Don't mean to be mean or rude I just can't give up on our babes without a fight!

 

 

Jan 10, 2011 - Mommy Pushes for Votes in the Pepsi Contest for CHERUBS

(From Mommy's Facebook Page)

 

OK you guys we are in the 100's in ALL but 1 and I don't know bout you but I think this is UNCALLED FOR! I know we are all tired and just want to give up but COME ON!!!!

Our babes NEVER gave up even when it was to late so let's get our heads back in the game and show our babes didn't die for NOTHING!!!!!!!!!

 

 

Jan 4, 2011 - A New Year, Hearts Still Broken...

(From Mommy's Facebook Page)

A mother holds their child's hand for a short time, 

but holds their hearts forever....